I have decided that I am a science experiment.
I am doing this for ALL humans.
In the past 12 months I have gained a massive amount of weight.
The effect on my life is worth documenting.
I lack energy and have trouble sleeping.
I snore (well so Scott says but he has no evidence to show me!).
I think exercise is an illness and is for people who are crazy.
My life is centred around emotional eating.
I LOVE EATING.......and I am very emotional, so it is perfect.
As part of the experiment I think scientists would be amazed with the amount of cellulite I have been able to create.
Next month is my 20 year High School Reunion.
(Yes I am old).
My goal after having children was to get myself back to a size 12 for the reunion.
NOT going to happen.
Amelia's diagnosis has made "my weight" seem so not important anymore.
To force myself into a diet and exercise program is pushing me towards failure at the moment.
So, I have decided I will tell my old school friends in 3 weeks time that I during a favor for everyone in society.
I am testing emotional eating to the full extent.
Now to go and find an outfit to cover up all this fat...........